I pick myself

After so much of experimentation, I pick myself.

Courtesy

One thing I have learnt here is courtesy, especially you wanted to seek help from people or they come to you. Is another soft skill indeed to speak in a professional way.

WTF

Fuck, I just did very absurd move FUCK

Finally I know which is for the best.

Is he normal?

Reading a Fxxx stuff, FXXX

I still feel very disgusting about this guy like seriously... even I have my goosebumps on my skin..

Sometimes it's nessesary to vanish meaningless ppl in your life

Why is this appear suddenly?

I hate cyber attack, y ppl do this? F. A saying I have came across, intelligent ppl choose to ignore, but when things come to attack your image, your caliber, you can't ignore. For an example, all the while you have been working hard, saving money and get the thing you want. Some ignorance ppl judge you by you're a kid of rich man, if he talked to me alone, ok I'll tell him what is it all about and this is very irritating. Why judged it on the public platform??? F. In life having this ppl around is meaningless. 

What I'd learned here is the fighting will and drive to success 

Thanks Edmund for the saying.

You would never see a successful people mix around with failure peoples

What is the problem right now??? Ok, I invited someone I don't really want to.......so this made me feel so bad....to be honest I don't really like her....I don't know....She never support u before as a friend. For me I just don't like.... what the hell I did that???????..... However, I really miss the bunch of friends from Popuar Bookfeast 2013..... Haih....fuck Y is it feel like this???

My problem

Ok, now I know my problem now... I seldom talk to people?? Wth, so the comment is I started to pick up how to converse with ppl.. And that is what oths used to it ady...ok, I gonna change back previous self

I need to calm down man

"Do you interact with ppl?" How brilliant the question is.

Weaknesses

I can't really abhor a person just can't. Dislike a ppl being unreasonable and accusing others. Especially the later, I can't really bear it and u'll find me arguing. To do this somehow it need a right moment, but with an immature ppl, it's kind of challenging for me to control the atmosphere.... 

Once this 'dislike button' is on, I'll start to turn away the person, become tense, mind closed, poor communication .. Why the hell r these stupid symptoms happen in me, wth man.

Perhaps she is just she is..I've been thinking too much 

What kind of life I cherish

Freedom, financially free, travel around the world, gain knowledge 

My brain keep challenging on comparing with a retard

Way to get urself out from shyet

When ur brain associate u with a brainless man.. The flow of intervention is shown below:

1. Recognize the root cause, why? ( why the fucking hell comparing the retarded stupid meaningless thing,why? Diu niaseng)

2. Express ur thought on any online platforms.

3. If it doesn't convince u, find online resources to get yourself enlightened.

4. Seek a friend/person to express or get counseled ( sadly I don't see any person intelligent enough to light me up in my circle LOL~~~~)

5. Just let it be 

6. Kind of related with no.5, just practice how your daily routine is ( this is the matafaka damn lanjao fukin shiet tht u fukin can't really get convinced)

7. Mixing with a more civilized, intelligent, open minded people.

8. Perhaps travel 

怪癖

MCB,我不知道为何会有这怪癖。总之每当遇到或者与低智慧的人交流，脑海总会散过一些微不足道且同类的人影，有时候就是自己心理辅导，有时候一度挑战到无法自拔，马的，真的是神经病

跟你出来很没意识，看她怎么撑，btw mind nearly corrupted by u or I shall say this is ur business none of mine,blessing to u

好讨厌的问题

马的，我最讨厌就是这种tense的感觉，有时候就是莫名其妙地脑海会闪过一些奇怪的画面，LAN, 总之就是要你挑战。。。。好吧，那我就描述下这画面：

这是我在宿舍收拾东西，准备把大包小包要搬到楼下去。。试问，身为一个屋友，会不会问下有没有需要帮忙的地方。。一个不闻不问，还好另外一个有问。当时的我，是单纯，还是不过问真的这是理所当然的。。我一点也不介意。

后来，经过了那么多事，我才明白，如果换成是我，我会去‘问候’下他/她。也许是读过了李嘉诚的自传，重视的道德观，突然让我回想这画面。

I don't know, I just dislike *roll eyes*

And I just talked to a monkey

和一个低能的人说话真的会翻白眼

我不懂我怎么了

马的，一整天头不懂被什么东西压着，有什么东西可解决啊

多余的一群

他妈的，死印度人，凸。妈的，秤也不会看啊，吊，还扮到好像boss醬diu。秤了，不付钱，一声不说就拿货走人,MCB!!!!!! 去死啦 Diao 妈的，活在世上的烂东西 diu!! 结论是我所看过的印度人智商是有问题，而且还是脑残, 拿去填海算了，他妈的 吊

Contradiction

Well, you really can't say something that is contradict ur mind it will eventually betray ur conscience. I know a person who is just someone innocent and lack of knowledge. While he got an offer oversea but don't really know how he got it.. He is just someone who doesn't impress ppl and me as well,  unbelievable that I threw  a "good luck" to him that is really contradicting... Conclusion, never say something that is not true to ur conscience, it just not my style.

载陌生人记

怎么那么怪怪，表面看起来真的没错，就是怪。马的，不知道为什么这个朋友会叫她姐姐单独搭我的顺风车。先说明，我和她姐姐没见过面，不过我还以为女子应该是比较多话题，比较容易破冰。
她上了车,打了招呼，一路上就谈了取资助金和政治大选课题。穿着普普通通，这时我才领悟到原来好的打扮是一种礼貌，会带给人一个好印象和心情，也容易进入话题。
沿路上，就是＂很正式＂的话题和姿态，（就是不太放松自然的状态），说话的形式就是带有＂隔板＂，不善于表露此刻心情，就是要保持正式状态。
哎，这样的沟通气氛真的对脑部刺激有损。马的，回到家整个人好像僵僵这样的==。哎，如果真的要去載一个人，至少也要见过面，交流几句也好，免得落得像这样的局面==.

Fear

I interpreted a negative behavior. A person criticized a people mistake tend to afraid of others do the same over her/himself. So, when she did, she will trying hard to protect herself and will never accept her failure, even not expect self evaluation.

Thing that I can't put up with

Here I'm gonna reveal a little bit about my family matter that I can't put up with...haha~ normally this kind of topic is unfavourable anyhow if I don't do so, I don't think that I have any outlet to rant my dissatisfaction.

I have no idea why is my sister has this kind of character that is she wanna overcome anything that people talk to her and she tend to make negative feeling to that person. She never thought of the consequences people might turn her away later on. Heaven knows she still acted like a child from primary school till present (Frankly I merely can remember the bad impression before her primary school time). One more thing, for me, if anything people comment about me, I will take note about that and evaluate it. But I tell you my sister do the contrast, she will feel very offended instead and defend for her rightful act for whatever reasons (I hardly find those are making sense), and criticism is her another specialty.

 

Why acted like this?

So I have a friend who are quite a typical criticism and sarcasm. Sometimes it's good to do so for the sake of  justice but this no. Come to think about it, if you have a friend who always hang out together, willing to give you a lift, even celebrate your birthday... how can you sometimes never put yourself in their shoes and don't mind to make people feel awkward after throwing your words out...this act I have been seeing since secondary school but surprisingly at this age. Sometimes we talk, we share our thought but never step on people...some people may argue that good friends are meant to tease each other, I tell you this apply when we mutually feel the fun but if in a negative way, the people will just get pissed off by nature. I don't know whether are you going to ponder about this or just leave it and carry on with your life by your current nature..maturity (or social skill in this context) is gain through experience, trial and error, and comments about you from the surrounding. I can just say that this is my little piece of comment, it's bugging me a little or else I won't do so... Therefore, what are you going to do is all leave it to yourself... PEACE !!