Friendship is that fragile

Looking back from sem 1, just realise I really have a very good time before. HOTSPOT with our facillitators (seniors from pharmacy)...laughters, cheers, and lots more crazy moments...
Currently, awaiting for the upcoming sem 4, time flies so fast especially for the fun moments.
So, never talk about how's life going on the latter sems. Sem 2, I can't merely remember.. say constant striking hard for academic acheivement, not so. Yet, its incline to emotianal challenges. Ya, these periods thought me about the true side of people and how to deal with it. Frankly, I like friends who can compromise all the personality I belong to as well as me, cuz I don't really abhore a people just because his or her personality doesn't suit u. Most importantly, we all have fun with each other. Though its not a bad thing I have go through this, but at least I have really spent more time with myself that I have never done before. It would be much more better if the relationships and connections around those people are not affected. Honestly speaking, I really not satisfy with my achivements in sem 3. Hate those misfortune to the max!!!

Suffer....

Haaaarrrrr~~~~~SUFFER!!!!Guess this month will be the hell-like period!! Gonna manage well this time. very critical in fact. Both Natural Product & Bioinformatic is the 2 core subjects come at the same time. As well as my tournament coming soon~~ arrrggghh!!!! die! Sem 3 is a really tough time I've been going through, and my psychological state is totally imbalance. Gonna get a confirmation so that it will make me become peace and relieve..咬紧牙根，望向前景。。前进！！！！！！

The Nature of People Around....

Hmmm.... ok, I have been seeing how people react towards a person that is "different" among them. Let say, the people who is apealling, no matter in terms of looks, intelligent, success, talent..... Instead of people that u are not known, the friends who know u well and having the same working area would not encourage but trying to drag you down from them. Say for an example, during a discussion. When talking about a fact, they will trying fool u by twisting and turning what r u trying to deliver. 2nd example, being a club president have to come out with a plan to develope & maintain the club. I don't know why there are people reluctant to let the club to progress in order to ease themselves. When there are problems coming out, gosh, tell u what, some people are not trying to solve or to get the chance go up higher, like saying something SUAN LE BA, means forget it, resemble a turtle hiding into the shell. I like people voice up their views, ideas, creativity...most important coorperation with same aims. Now the sence is like a man, holding a sword trying to fight, trying to get an honour but some people are just standing there. I don't know WHY? OK OK, I just assume that they think I am not good enough. But, U noe some Qs can't ask directly, like," hey, what is ur problem with me? huh?" Then, I tried retreat slowing to the vice. Outcomes seem not what I expected. So, what shoud I do now?? Fix all the things.

An Unsolved Question...Becomes A Hidden Poison

Everything, every question has answer itself.
If the answer u are thirst for but if the only person who know it reluctant to give u. What u have to do is attempt everything that he can acknowlege u or to make the person feel comfortable over u.
Let's say a situation whereby a person just suddently abhor over u but s/he refuse to let u know why. Tell me,what will u do because there will be an unsolve question leaving there and everytime whatever u do some other things, the focus will not be 100%. This is even worse when the person is your housemate who u have to face him/her everyday. Just don't know why? and what is his motive? Did I hurt him before? No, why should I do this for him? Is he wanna see me suffer like this in order to let himself feel happy??I believe real people is not bad. What trigger them to commit something, there is a reason behind it. And now, what I want is zero rival, and peace man.

Present

Can smell somebody's special day is coming soon...gonna contribute something????
what things??? Money naw.....people will never content with it, unless u r a fair lady....hahah~
"Fan"( in chinese means annoying) BECAUSE 1st thing is we have to coorperate to manage things & still have to meet-up in future (another 6 months). Alright, comes 2nd reason, I have to lead them, ofcourse to remember their BIG day is a must to show them Im kind of aware their presence. *Then, only the members will Gan dong (in mandarin means touched) & and cry so that bond among us could be strenghten mar lol~~~~
OKOK~ enough rubbish......Here comes the main point. What I wanna give her har??
To be special, INSPIRATION no 2nd choice. So how could it be done. tonight ok tonight, try to come up with this la....