Talking to myself

After a long road of challenges, when was the period my confidence is the MAX?? Sem 3 I guess. The psycology in mind is always nothing impossible, and yes it is true untill now. But, connection of people is different.Yet u can plan, u can calculate the behavior. Y people jelous? Jelous jelous and u wanna harm them? I guess for people, they have been hurt b4, or have unsolved bad experinces, their heart will not open. Like, when come to a familiar situation, they will be avoiding. And their thinking is slow. They may have true voice in their heart yet reluctant to release.